The Not So Perfect Me.

Around here I like to keep things fun, quirky, and all about hair with a side of food and marriage. That's the way I normally am every day in real life as well.
However,  there is a side of me that I try super hard to hide on a daily basis.
I have severe paranoia and anxiety. About a lot of things. And it drives me absolutely nuts every day.
Some things that I constantly think about are: bugs, lice, money, health, allergic reactions, death, work, my future, cleanliness... the list goes on.
Most seem stupid and crazy, but for some reason they haunt me. It's a daily struggle to try and get them out of my mind.
I haven't found anything that works except for whenever I'm with Sir Dan. He just has this way about making everything go away. I feel safest when I'm with him. It's great and bad at the same time. I'm hoping one day to feel this way on my own.
Every day I work towards relaxing and letting everything go. Little by little I will get through this.
Does anybody else go through stuff like this? Any advice??