Friday, July 19, 2013

The Repeating Record

How many posts have I written about 
the dreaded two words:
Weight Loss?!
I believe about a bagillion,
or so it seems.
And it's the same thing
over and over again.

I just want to snap my fingers
and be the size and weight I want.
Is that too much to ask?!

The answer is obviously yes,
cause if that were true we wouldn't have 
the highest obesity count in the world.

And I fit in that count.
And I finally came to admit it.
Hey, the first step is admitting it,
right?!

The other day,
I was sitting at home and I just felt
DISGUSTING!!!!
Absolutely horrible about myself and
how I've let myself go.

Before I met Sir Dan,
I was a whomping 128 pounds. 
I had lost 30 pounds and looked
freakin sexy as hell.
this is proof
When I met Sir Dan,
I maintained the weight for all of 3 months.
I, like most women, 
got super comfortable wihtin our relationship
and put all, plus more, of the weight back on.

I lost weight for the wedding,
not as much as I wanted but I was comfortable.
going to my bridal shower
And like most newlyweds,
all the weight came back... and then some!

I feel like I've been dating my whole adult life.
Whether it's counting points, calories, working out,
whatever!!! 
It just hasn't ever stopped or gotten easier.

I am currently at my heaviest 
and extremely disgusted with myself.
And I have nobody to blame but myself.

And that other day when I felt like crawling in a hole,
I decided that I have to change.
My habits, eating and otherwise, have to change.

I'm starting with eating super healthy.
A cheat here and there is fine,
but only here and there.
I'm not counting anything...
habits need to change and I have to get use
to clean eating.

I would love to work out and go to the gym,
but unfortunately financing isn't there right now.
I loved going to the gym,
that's how I got down to a comfortable weight for the wedding.
Hopefully soon I'll be hittin the weights.

This is what my breakfast and lunches look like:
Oats, peanut butter, chocolate chips, and honey.
I eat 2 of these every morning paired with a piece of fruit.
They are so freakin good!!!
And they keep you full for so long.

SALAD!!!
Every good clean eater eats a crazy amount of salad.
And there's protein in there for good health :)
There you have it.
My commitment to myself for all to see.
I think I can.
I think I can.
So far so good,
goin strong!
Onto the weekend to bring on new challenges.

How is everybody doing with their weight loss challenges?!?


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6 comments:

  1. You can do it girl! I think a lot of us newlyweds are going through the same thing. xoxox.

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  2. You can do it girl. It usually just takes a made up mind to force something to change in your life. I know all about getting comfortable and putting the weight back on. I so did that. Now I'm pregnant on top of that happy/comfy weight (not that I'm complaining), but I'll have to seriously get back into exercising and eating better once the baby is born! :)

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  3. It's so good to know that I am not alone! You can do it!! And I NEED that breakfast recipe! Seriously, it looks and sounds delicous!! Do you bake it? Hmm...

    Good luck this weekend! And stay strong!

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  4. You can so do it! We are all in the same boat, love.
    I'm at my heaviest too & it's terrible.
    We can do it! :)

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  5. Ugh I'm trying hard too - it stinks!

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